Decisions... Decisions...

So, I have pretty much decided to change my major. I know, I know, all of you probably think that I am crazy. I have wanted to go into nursing for so long that sometimes even I think that I am crazy. However, with my job now as a CNA I can see that I won't be able to handle being a nurse very well. Its not the blood, or the poop, or the puke even... its that I get too attached to the people that I work with. Since I started working at Kolob I have had one resident moved into the lock down unit and two die. For all three instances I cried :/ so after a really long time to think and make sure that I really would be ok with it I have decided to be an English major. I am going to keep my job at Kolob and continue working as a CNA and until I am 100% for sure that I can live with my decision I am going to do a double major. I love both things and have many things that I could do with both fields so we will see what happens. Wish me luck!