So... you all know the post that I wrote about all the decisions I have made and changes that have taken place?
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Yup well obviously I am not very good at this whole blogging thing because here I am once again sharing all the updates in my life.
Ok... so I got the job of my dreams! I now work as a CNA and due to this experience I have decided that I am not cut out for the medical field. However, don't get too caught up in the assumptions because it is not what you all are thinking. I am not cut out for it because I now see how boring it is to be a nurse, all they ever do is put new bandages on people's bottoms and pass pills. Oh wait... I forget the most important part. It is hard for me becuase I care too much about the people that I get involved with. I have worked as a CNA since February now and have had many residents die due to old age, sickness, or just because they decided that they had had enough. Each and every one of these has hit me like I am losing a part of myself. I become too attached and I have decided that I can't feel like I am being torn apart every time I go to work becuase somebody else's wonderful life is coming to an end.
I love my job as a CNA and will continue to work as one because I find it extremely staisfying but, I have found my true calling in life....... I have decided to become an English teacher!
Why English?
Well because I love English, becuase I am good at English, and because I want to help other people come to love English as well.
Another change that has happened, well I have decided that SUU is not for me and am therefore going down to Dixie to try that out. I have made plans and now all I need to do is to finish applying for financial aid and have my transcripts sent to Dixie so that I don't have to start completely over agian.
Ok everybody :D
Now you know all of my big updates sorry once again for the long blog about me and once again no pictures. I will try to get better.
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